Why I Hid from My Calling (and Why I Can’t Anymore) | Fiadhaich Anam
I have an admission to make. I hid. But I am not prepared to anymore!
For years, through Mind Tamers, I’ve helped people release stress, anxiety, and limiting beliefs so they could move forward with confidence. To help them achieve their goals and dreams lights me up inside.
That work will always be at the heart of what I do.
But quietly, in the background, something deeper was calling.
To be honest with you, I ignored it. I hoped it would go away.
Because if I’m really honest? It scared me.
But it didn't go away, it grew.
The Part I Hid
I have a deeply spiritual and soulful side.
One that connects with nature, with my Celtic roots, with the wild places where healing and belonging live.
With the right clients it would come out and shine, and those clients would go further than either of us dreamed possible.
But most of the time, I hid it.
Why? Honestly, I am ashamed to say - because I was afraid.
Afraid I’d be labelled “woo-woo.”
Afraid I wouldn’t be taken seriously.
Afraid I’d be mocked for sharing the part of me that mattered most.
And because it was so close to my heart, I couldn’t bear the thought of it being rejected.
Sound familiar?
What Changed
Over time, I couldn’t ignore what was right in front of me.
When I embraced this side of myself, my clients changed in extraordinary ways.
They released more than they thought possible.
They reconnected with themselves, with nature, with something greater.
They re-wilded their confidence and sense of belonging.
And I realised - the very thing I was hiding was the thing that created the deepest transformation.
Why I Can’t Hide Anymore
So I have stopped hiding. And I don't care what people say.
I stopped pretending this wasn’t part of me. It is.
Because my clients deserve all of me.
Because I deserve to live as my full, wild self.
Because the world doesn’t need me polished and palatable, it needs me real, whole, and willing to guide.
And maybe you’ve felt this too, that whisper inside:
“There must be more to life than this.”
I believe there is.
I know there is.
The Invitation
That’s why I created Re-Wild The Soul - a 3-month journey of release, reconnection, and re-wilding.
This isn’t just another programme.
It’s me, finally showing up as my whole self.
It’s an invitation for you to do the same.
Because hiding is heavy.
And your soul deserves to be free.
Your wild soul has been waiting. 🌿
